7/13/10

My Love, My Dream
By Jason Sturner


It was surreal, now that I think back,

as if a dream had wandered over the boundaries

to deliver forth the shimmering light

that was you.



And for a time, time was lost.

A halcyon river became our guide.

Its tranquil flow, a symbol of perfection,

its reflection

casting wildly off our eyes.



Love sprang to life, life became love.

Every hue within this plane began to lighten.

Our hearts chased, our meaning held no lies;

our souls tingled with gentle electricity

beneath harlequin skies.



But we awoke one morning, heartsick to find,

pink mist off the river had turned gray.

Suddenly our angels were selectively blind—

Was divinity so busy that it left us behind?



I screamed into a shower of diamonds.

I'd lost you inside this sudden despair.

Through the downpour I heard no reply,

and soon discovered myself alone there.



No one ever told us

that the weather changes in paradise

or that the flowers can cry.

The voice in the clouds never confessed

that true love could die.



And so troubled waters made their way down the river;

somewhere far off the ocean tide had raged.

The dream cracked, then fell to pieces—

leaving us broken

and forever changed.


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Jason Sturner was born in Harvey, Illinois, and raised in the western suburbs of Chicago. He has published three books of poetry: Kairos, 10 Love Poems, and Selected Poems 2004-2007 (all available as free downloads; see website). He resides in Wheaton, Illinois and works as a botanist at the Morton Arboretum in Lisle. Website: www.jasonsturner.blogspot.com